Can't get out of this bed
And I hope you don't hold that against me
Haven't been right in the head, I know
You don't need to convince me
And I've been on the move
I think we both know well what that means
Waiting till you bend to find a friend
You never warned me
But please believe me when I say
I've just got so god damn much on my mind
And I'm way too proud to say
And I find myself
Worrying about my mom
Since my sister left her
Oh, this hell inside my head
This hell inside my head
Can't get out of this head
I hope I don't let it drown me
I heard what you said, I know
But we can't seem to agree
And like some kind of ghost
This sickness, it tends to haunt me
Oh oh oh
Strangling a part of me
That once was happy
But no one else said
"I've been lonely, though
And I've been thinking
How I should go see my dad
Down in San Antonio"
And honestly it's such a hard place for me to be
Between the ones I lost and I never see
In this hell inside my head
It's got me down
This waiting and this wondering, god damn
Is this all I'll ever know?
I'll never know
So for now I'll just live inside this hell
This hell inside my head
Oh, this hell inside my head