I don't really care about how it used to be I just wanna be alone At last I'm sick of trying for nothing Isn't it great to be alive? But who would miss me when I'm not? I mean... Where's the purpose? I don't feel useful But I still have to survive Maybe one day... One day I'll look back and see what I did wrong Or if what I did really WAS wrong Sometimes it's easier to hide behind an obstacle instead of jumping over But now This is my time to spend I don't wanna let it all just disappear So you love your life Everyone included But you're incompetent of living it Even if it's with someone else And I was waiting for my relevance The pathos How I really am needed That's why I consider myself selfish That's why I tried to start over again Cause my life is the last time I can feel alive But the day will come And I'll find out That this time Is the right time to leave But maybe I just wanna live