I don't really care about how it used to be
I just wanna be alone
At last
I'm sick of trying for nothing
Isn't it great to be alive?
But who would miss me when I'm not?
I mean... Where's the purpose?
I don't feel useful
But I still have to survive
Maybe one day...
One day I'll look back and see what I did wrong
Or if what I did really WAS wrong
Sometimes it's easier to hide behind an obstacle instead of jumping over
But now
This is my time to spend
I don't wanna let it all just disappear
So you love your life
Everyone included
But you're incompetent of living it
Even if it's with someone else
And I was waiting for my relevance
The pathos
How I really am needed
That's why I consider myself selfish
That's why I tried to start over again
Cause my life is the last time I can feel alive
But the day will come
And I'll find out
That this time
Is the right time to leave
But maybe I just wanna live