I'm not sure what I'm doing here Have I given my best shot? Have I really lived? Or have I not? Sometimes the world is so hard to please And I don't feel God enough When will we all measure up? And I've talked to heaven so many times And my dress has tasted tears They say, "We'll just see how tough you can be this year" Now all my feelings are falling down And are piling at my feet And each tear I've lost A piece of me Well I love you now and I love you then And I will until I die 'Cause I know time's not on our side And I've talked to heaven so many times And my dress has tasted tears They say, "We'll just see how tough you can be this year" My heart has died A thousand times But I still come back We won't change And we all hate But we still need Show your faith Enough to wait But our love still freezes And I've talked to heaven so many times And my dress has tasted tears They say, "We'll just see how tough you can be" I talked to heaven so many times That it's bleeding in my ears They said, "We'll just see how tough it can be this year This year"