Hey, it's me, you're prom date
The one in the red with the crown on her head
That you said you could never hate
It's been around six months since we last talked
And I heard you have a new girl and I heard that she's hot
I just have some questions that I need to know before I can move on
I just need some more closure erm
How's New York?
Did you really want me to move with you?
How's college?
Do you love her?
Does she kiss you?
Was it something I did to make you not want to confided me?
Did something happen to make you feel like you had to lie to me?
Did you know we had these problems or why we were toxic?
I thought toxic was normal 'cause that's just what I grew up with
Do you remember Spring break or Orlando or Italy?
Was I really your first love?
Were you playing?
Did you cheat on me?
I'm in that stage of the breakup where I've accepted you're gone
But I can't delete a single picture of you off my phone
I know it's been six months since we last talked but
This is what I would say if I didn't have you blocked
The more I try to forget you, the more I feel lost
Deep down I hope someday that our paths will recross
Shattered is an understatement of my heart of how you've broken me
My trust is now a box and it's locked and no one can open me
I acted like I moved on, like I found something real
But I ended that because I needed more time to heal
I'm paralyzed when I see your eyes on every boy I meet
And I fantasise about what I'd say if I saw you on the street
I don't know
I would probably just stand there frozen cold or
Start to scream and cry or reach for your hand to hold