It's been a long time since I've felt like
I wasnt by myself
I can not deal with this pain
Its been a long time i need help
Its been a long time since I put my heart on top of the top shelf
Im tired fighting all my demons need something for this pain felt
Its been a long time but I need help though
Depression got a grip on my life got a grip on my throat
Gotta pick what I do gotta pick what I dont
So Im hitting the road and I aint coming back
I gotta tell it bye now
Gotta change my life right now
Feeling low I get high now right now why now
Its been a long road but you mine now
I dont see what you see in me
I got issues and Im empty
I know that you think you get me
But I dont even get me so how could you ever get me
I dont see what you see in me
I got issues and Im empty
I know that you think you get me
But I dont even get me so how could you ever get me
It's been a long time since I've felt like
I wasnt by myself
I can not deal with this pain
Its been a long time i need help
Its been a long time since I put my heart on top of the top shelf
Im tired fighting all my demons need something for this pain felt
And Im not feeling good now I
Mask the pain
Smile on my face Its a mask for pain
When I make it big with the cash and fame
Will it be the same will I notice change will I
Huh Im still feeling strange
Got a little buzz my mind it rearranged
Got a little buzz but ma I will not change
Got a little buzz my mind going insane
But I came in vain so they hate my name
And they hate
Anything Im doing so I do it with a purpose
Anything Im doing I do it while Im still hurting
Everything Im doing I do it I do it perfect
Anything Im doing now
Everything I screw it up
Prolly why Im feeling down
Prolly why Im feeling stuck
Thinking i should give it up
It's been a long time since I've felt
Like I wasn't by myself
I can not deal with this pain
Its been a long time i need help
I feel alone again
Dont reach out I been on my own instead
Stuck in a cycle of my own repent yeah
Here we go again yeah here we go again
I feel alone again
Dont reach out I been on my own instead
Stuck in a cycle of my own repent yeah
Here we go again yeah here we go again