When the memories of broken things Seem to come unglued And experience of past mistakes Take my current point of view My mind is racing back and fourth My mental self-abuse And all I long for is providence For peace when it was true On and on my soul cries out For shelter from this rain My heart is beating quickly now For relief within the pain And how I wish I could have The feeling again And how I wish I could change Where my soul has been When the headlines of blackened skies Make me long for days of blue And it feels like the days go by Now with nothing left to lose Opinions spitting back and fourth The rhetoric we use And all I long for is providence On this search for sunken truth On and on my soul cries out For shelter from this rain My heart is beating quickly now For relief within the pain And how I wish I could have The feeling again And how I wish I could change Where my soul has been I'm running out of the past With the world as life spins I want what's setting to last How I wish I could have this feeling again