Slave to my fears Still holding To the scars that bears my story Forced to believe that I'll never heal From this curse In darkness I feel resentment creep up my neck Undying will to ever break Mountains of regret Won't fail to rest on my shoulders Weighed down with the beating Death has made a mark on my conscience As it witness my fear Curse my name I've got no blood left to bleed As the blade's sinking deep in my skin Curse my soul I've come to term with my vices With this false serenity Put an end to this endless grief As I feel the cold sweat drip down to my feet With the barrel between my teeth There was never a moment in time Where I had hope Lifeless to face my fears My head in the gutter And after all of these years I guess I got what I truly deserve I've made my peace with these wounds that can never heal When all my faith has brought me to the grave My heart still mourns over the death of my hope And the parts of me that I can never get back You'll never know what me through While I rest with the nails in the casket Can't escape From the voice of the ghost in mirror It speaks to me Can't escape From the demons surrounding my skin As they erase me