Another awkward moment passes Catering to questions asked by you I do believe I've told you What you want to hear It's so easy to recite The lines and lies I've memorized From this pedestal pushed through the sky I'm laughing in your face I hate who I am! All that I've become So many sleepless nights have found me Wandering comfortless streets In search of peace, any release From who I'm have become And I'm sure you don't want to know But I hate the role, I'm old and cold An ugly sore, a gaping hole God have mercy on my soul I hate who I am! All that I've become ♪ Well, I guess I've disappointed you What did you expect? The hero is a wretch A devil in the flesh Are you disenchanted by the idol's humanness? Do you still think we connect? Maybe more than you'll admit ♪ I hate who I am! All that I've become