This didn't happen the way I wanted and
I like to picture the way it could have been
Walking around in a haze
Thinking that I should be somewhere better
And I keep spacing out on you when you are talking
And I know you hate it when I ask you what you said
And I'm trying to be present
But these pathways are well-traveled
Oh, my mind's no good at staying in one place
Things didn't fall into place like I wanted and
I didn't anticipate these impediments
Keeping me running in place
Thinking that I should be somewhere better than where I am
And I keep spacing out on you when you are talking
And I know you hate it when I ask you what you said
And I'm trying to be present
And be with you in the moment
But I keep throwing all our memories away
Yeah I spend all of my time
Imagining a place that I would rather be
So I keep drifting away
Drifting away from you
Away from you