This didn't happen the way I wanted and I like to picture the way it could have been Walking around in a haze Thinking that I should be somewhere better And I keep spacing out on you when you are talking And I know you hate it when I ask you what you said And I'm trying to be present But these pathways are well-traveled Oh, my mind's no good at staying in one place Things didn't fall into place like I wanted and I didn't anticipate these impediments Keeping me running in place Thinking that I should be somewhere better than where I am And I keep spacing out on you when you are talking And I know you hate it when I ask you what you said And I'm trying to be present And be with you in the moment But I keep throwing all our memories away Yeah I spend all of my time Imagining a place that I would rather be So I keep drifting away Drifting away from you Away from you