What will I see When the hand comes down for me Apartments shine Like victory bells Lit from behind It's hard to tell Where I come from What I want, and where to fall I'll split in two to stay the same A spine, an axe, a broken back My insides out Meet me at the bar, I'm trying to take what I can So I can fall Would I like it all I'll split in two to stay the same A spine, an axe, a broken back My insides out I want to be Oh, I want to see I'll split in two to stay the same A spine, an axe, a broken back My insides out How will I see through when the veil that covers me Wraps me tighter Teach me that trick I'm not sick of it Only tired