I am changing, but I'm changing for the worse And I dream of all the things I want to say But I never find the words I could shut up, hmm, and maybe that's what I should do Slowly tearing down myself again until I feel brand new My innocence brought on experience Just to go to hell and back I guess I embody that Fell off the face of the earth Searching for that alien within Imagine just how much it hurts Searching for that alien within Give and get back, but then I give away too much They built me up to something I can't reach No wonder I lost touch My innocence brought on experience Just to go to hell and back I guess I embody that Fell off the face of the earth Searching for that alien within Imagine just how much it hurts Searching for that alien within Steady, let it hurt I'm ready for a change on my own terms I can drive so fast I can't cry anymore Then melt like mercury onto the floor If it's what I need then it's meant to be If it's what I need then it's meant to be Fell off the face of the earth Searching for that alien within Imagine just how much it hurts Searching for that alien within Fell off the face of the earth Searching for that alien within Imagine just how much it hurts Searching for that alien within