I am changing, but I'm changing for the worse
And I dream of all the things I want to say
But I never find the words
I could shut up, hmm, and maybe that's what I should do
Slowly tearing down myself again until I feel brand new
My innocence brought on experience
Just to go to hell and back
I guess I embody that
Fell off the face of the earth
Searching for that alien within
Imagine just how much it hurts
Searching for that alien within
Give and get back, but then I give away too much
They built me up to something I can't reach
No wonder I lost touch
My innocence brought on experience
Just to go to hell and back
I guess I embody that
Fell off the face of the earth
Searching for that alien within
Imagine just how much it hurts
Searching for that alien within
Steady, let it hurt
I'm ready for a change on my own terms
I can drive so fast I can't cry anymore
Then melt like mercury onto the floor
If it's what I need then it's meant to be
If it's what I need then it's meant to be
Fell off the face of the earth
Searching for that alien within
Imagine just how much it hurts
Searching for that alien within
Fell off the face of the earth
Searching for that alien within
Imagine just how much it hurts
Searching for that alien within