Abandon all hope, abandon the sinner The steps to my heart couldn't get any thinner Abandon the reason but reason with love Abandon religion or you'll self destruct To all my transgressions, you fill me with lessons But mostly ones written to fill me with questions And doubt, I found out I could barely get out Of my head so instead I'm here singing in bed Abandoning reason, scheduling appointments Actively tackling my own disappointment Love what I do, lately love is just average And when I feel down I make music my leverage Am I still a fire or dwindling flames My wax has been melting, I can't be the same Losing what matters, what matters the most But I'm here to tell you my walls have a moat And it's boring without you I was soaring around you Sunday mornings are quiet No more stories to make me feel guilty My moments are filthy again And it's great I'll be late To that heavenly gate Here on the inside, lost in the riptide Remembering the old days to strengthen my own mind Losing what matters, what matters the most My own independence is all I would show This one's to my father, this one's from his daughter Who falls on her own ways, that's all life would offer Abandoning family with no choice at all And after we lost you my mind took the fall Now I'm doing better, my story's this letter For all of the daughters who molded with pressure Took pain and misfortune, yet stand on their own But I'm here to tell you I've missed you the most And it's boring without you I was soaring around you Sunday mornings are quiet No more stories to make me feel guilty I love you, I'm listening again Raise my hands I'll ascend And be wholesome again We can wait Love will stay We'll be here when it ends