Fears of failure is frequent Festering like a fetus Pestering with my genius It seems infused in my thinking With girls I just met I spent my Sunday's goin deeper Than in the seats of the preacher Hope the reaper sees believers God you know I need ya Only call when I need ya Guess why my blessings ain't frequent At least the shit that I fiend for Like I'm too busy sinning and living to bend the knee lord And this is me just venting admitting we need to speak more Dragon my feet khaleesi me hearing you preach will reward Been thru the fire can you least let me see who I'm a be or Shall I continue down this road and maybe find a detour Keep your Heart 3 stacks in fact you know your dreams may be floored Intentions of switching and living dependent just venting and spending more time If the truth is I do it, pursue it, maneuver and using it to change my life But I'm giving my burdens and hearing ya sermons My god am I doing you right?, queen, am i doing you right? Please don't abuse ya life like A lady a- a lady But maybe you still goin save No baptism for that baby But vices ain't overtake me Goggles on I hope you see I'm worthy Living in your honor God please don't judge me to early But maybe you got some lessons Cause baby I got some questions I'm hoping you got some blessings for me But maybe you got some lessons Cause baby I got some questions I'm hoping you got some blessings for me My questions will you accept em Must I talk to the reverend For you to give a fuck about me? Am I considered 2nd cuz I don't talk to the reverend? I'm hoping you don't forget about me Lord, bout me Pardon me please Heart on my sleeve Was too invested Into trees its been Blood on my leaves, sinning with ease Rarely having talks with god on my knees Unless I'm in need Im hoping that he don't impede All The blessings he lined up for me See this shit we call life ain't a breeze I must concede, gotta get demons outta me My soul needs to be appeased ain't talk Allah in weeks I've been hard to reach searching for my peace Vices only things keep my mind ease lately Damn Shit been flipping like the sidekick Been outta pocket feel like mike Vick Might b goin crazy Can't let the pain overtake me Two accidents one month both cars totaled thankful that you still saved me Hope we talk more before you take me Judgement day hope that you embrace me I've Been getting better by the Day see It's A lot of shit I don't understand Im just hoping maybe... But maybe you got some lessons Cause baby I got some questions I'm hoping you got some blessings for me But maybe you got some lessons Cause baby I got some questions I'm hoping you got some blessings for me My questions will you accept em Must I talk to the reverend For you to give a fuck about me? Am I considered 2nd cuz I don't talk to the reverend? I'm hoping you don't forget about me Lord, bout me