Is it bad to say I'd prefer to be stuck here I could at least fake happy Keep people that I trust near I don't wanna move on But I can't find another way It's time to get a move on So please tell me there's another way I don't wanna grow up I don't wanna go If only I could go back And change the life I chose I don't wanna grow up I don't wanna grow I know I can't escape from The only thing I know No, I'm happy I swear I'll only get happier The only way I'll know Is if I leave and I pass as her Is it good to say I'd prefer to find love here The friends I've already made Are people that I'd hold near I don't know what I've done But I can't seem to make people see I can't be proud of all that I've done 'Cause I can't seem to be proud of me I don't wanna grow up I don't wanna see If I ever end up The me I wanna be I'm terrified of myself I don't think I'll succeed I think I've peaked in high school It's only worse for me No, I'm proud of myself I know that I can do more But I don't want me now To be all that I'm known for