I'm waiting for a train To take me away The cost of my vanity I can't afford to pay I'm waiting for a change To not feel this way I gave up my sanity For nothing in exchange I think I'm wasted And I'll never make it I'm numb and I'm jaded And I can't escape it I think I'm waking Cause I feel you fading There's nowhere to run The train never comes I'm sick of this place I'm sick of LA I traded my heart for a taste of the fame, yeah Don't know what love is, but I love cocaine I love the way that she feels and now I can't feel my pain I can't feel the mania, I don't feel insane She swears that I have a problem, like I don't know That if I don't get a grip, I'm gonna die on this road I know I'm losing control, I've been losing hope I swear I'm trying to grow, but this is This is all that I know The world that I'm lost in Is one I can't process I've been to the bottom I'm back to the bottle Already forgot it Already forgotten The pain that it causes Like I didn't cause it And I think I'm wasted And I'll never make it I'm numb and I'm jaded And I can't escape it And I think I'm waking Cause I feel you fading Your memory's erasing And I can't escape, no I can't escape