Yeah, this a fake world
But you know how my brains works
Gettin teased, then gettin pleased
And then you leave, it's just pain girl
Had a million ideas, but could't decide,
Which of them was the right
I'm foolin my life, yeah I'm losin my mind
Yeah I'm losin my mind
And I tried to stop it but my heart is bleedin
And this is the reason
I wanna stop fearin and never catch feelings, again
Don't ever ask me how I'm feelin, how I'm doin
Cuz I ain't feelin shit
To kill that pain
The hennessey's the liquor that I'm choosin
I'm usin Music as a therapy
Knowin it's the only way to do this
A long way to go
But the voices keep telling me to turn around
And I'll never know
If there's sun behind the clouds
Damn, I really thought, you'd never leave
That's what my inner self is tellin me
But I knew it from the start,
My heart's been torn apart,
Now I gotta hear that melody
I need to say that I'm aware
I'm pushin all the people away that really care
I'm really sorry, I swear it ain't fair
But I ain't even bein honest with myself,
Why should I share
Gebe und gebe und gebe no meh
Kei Plan wieso ben eifach immer so gse
Ha dänkt ech schaffs easy und s wird keis Problem
Sie esch so lang scho wäg es tuet immer no weh
Und s schlimmste dra esch,
Dass ech alles probiert ha
Ha dänkt s wird verbii gah
Muess em eifach nume Ziit lah
Aber etz stahni gliich da
Und ech weiss ned wo aafah
Was ech sueche, was ech wett
Ech weiss ned wo aafah
Ech entscheid doch ned perfekt
Ech weiss ned wo aafah
All die gfühl wo'n ech versteck
Ech weiss ned wo aafah
Und all die lüüt wo'n ech verletz
Und ech weiss ned wo aafah
Was ech sueche, was ech wett
Ech weiss ned wo aafah
Ech entscheid doch ned perfekt
Ech weiss ned wo aafah
All die gfühl wo'n ech versteck
Ech weiss ned wo aafah
Yeah sorry, a all die lüüt wo'n ech verletz