Last night I found out that you had cancer If I'm honest I thought I'd be much stronger But now it looks as though I feel a bit colder And overnight I feel 23 years older Why does everyone I love Have a best before date Lately I've been finding it hard To keep up with what I say Dear diary, I don't wanna be here anymore When every day still feels like another chore And I tried to be so much more Than I was built for So I will stay inside Count the days at a time Until You're Fine Until You're Fine Until You're Fine Until You're Fine Why does everyone I love Have a best before date Lately I've been finding it hard To keep up with what I say Dear diary, I don't wanna be here anymore When every day still feels like another chore And I tried to be so much more Than I was built for So I will stay inside Count the days at a time Until You're Fine I don't know Where we go I will try To take it one day at a time And I pray For this to be easy And that it doesn't weigh On you and dad too heavy