Trapped within an endless spiral of past feelings
Phasing in, the memories of me waiting for you
Of me waiting for you
But now I clearly see
Walking after you I've seen
Your shadow casting over me
Hope that I can be the one
Who follows in your wake
Leaving on that snowy day
When I saw your footprints fade away
Been waiting for the time for you to finally
Lead my way
I'm holding on
And now I'm able to admit myself
That I'm stronger than you've ever thought I'd be
Just keep watching watching from afar
Why I became who I am today
And now I'm asking myself why
It's so hard to love you
If I could Just act like I don't mind
If I could just ask at the right time
If I could move past all those false lies
If I simply could just move on with my life
Call Forth all the past times
When you, held me right there in your arms
I would have never thought to get the chance
To be so close to my old self
Stuck within anger and frustration
Towards the one I've been
Trying so hard to find the words to
Say to you to say to you
And now I'm able to admit myself
That I'm stronger than you've ever thought I'd be
Just keep watching watching from afar
Why I became who I am today
And now I'm asking myself why
It's so hard to love you
Just please tell me that
All those memories
Me waiting by the doorstep
Weren't just false remedies
For me to close the gap
Everytime you're reaching out to me
You seem to forget
That I have become someone
Who shoulders all regret
Tell me, tell me
How many times have we watched those sunsets
Tell me, tell me
How many times I've wished you'd still hold my hand
And now I'm able to admit myself
That I'm stronger than you've ever thought I'd be
Just keep watching watching from afar
Why I became who I'm today
And now I'm asking myself why
It's so hard to love you
Just act like I dont mind
Just ask at the right time
Move past all those false lies
If I simply could just move on with my life