Is this real or is this not real? I can't tell how I'm supposed to feel. They say I'll heal and I'll learn how to deal, but I can't handle all of this. When I'm with you I want to kill you. Peeta stop, they really messed you up. I have this memory that I loved you. Oh, but really did. How can I trust when I'm so confused. Peeta, believe me. I'm right here for you. Is this real or is this not real? I can't tell how I'm supposed to feel. They say I'll heal and I'll learn how to deal, but I can't handle all of this. I know I act tough, but inside I'm really scared. I only get by thinkin' of the nights we shared. It's really selfish but I know I'm gonna need you, so help me win this and I promise we'll pull through. Is this real or is this not real? I can't tell how I'm supposed to feel. They say I'll heal and I'll learn how to deal, but I can't handle all of this. I have this memory that I loved you.