I didn't know I needed you Until it almost ended Ignoring blooming feelings Cause I know it's a dead end But you shine through The tiny cracks on my walls So now, I'm vexed If I should jump through the hoops I don't want this But I can't help it Our future's the abyss Yet, I don't want to leave I'm just waiting for the sun To rise above the sky But I hear you chirp at night Drawn to the way you fly I keep on nudging you Without being mindful You nudge me back Got me curious Now, I'm hooked I'm hooked I don't want this But I can't help it Our future's the abyss Yet, I don't want to leave Been tracing my own steps To know where it began We were just strangers back then That had the same common sense Slowly, you grew into my guilty pleasure Is it really okay Is it really okay For me to love you Love you I really want you But things will be difficult Our future could be the abyss But the present will be bliss