Shooting up the highway I'm in a place where all just wants to be Never thought that I could be so lost People shouting, I can't hear them I'm someone else and I'll just let them I'm led into the light and I can't see It's not where I belong The side of me where no one seems to notice I know that it's wrong But I'm so tired of goin' back That first night, I lay there sleepin' No fights or worries creepin' Someday I'll get back there Get me out, I need to rest No strugglin', fightin' I learned to hide the scar worth hidin' This is not what I want Bury me, I need to rest Oh, yeah Yeah Feeling lost and helpless I died into the lies my whole life fell I dug this grave that's only meant for me, oh Bitterness is all I've left them (all I've left them) Your sweetness, no, I can't accept them (can't accept) I've got to find myself not who to be It's not where I belong The side of me where no one seems to notice I know that it's wrong But I'm so tired of goin' back That first night, I lay there sleepin' No fights or worries creepin' Someday I'll get back there Get me out, I need to rest No strugglin', fightin' I learned to hide the scar worth hidin' This is not what I want Bury me, I need to rest This is me It took so long to wake up buried under And now you can see The side of me that I want I went back to that first night, I lay there sleepin' No fights or worries creepin' Nothing's gonna stop me I'll come back to get on top No strugglin', fightin' I learned to love the scars I'm hiding I don't care if you don't like me 'Cause this is who I really am I really am I went back to that