On my birthday you sent me
A cake emoji
I said thank you and smiled
But you said nothing
It's been two years now
Maybe three
And all I seem to hear about is
How much you hate me
I'm happy now and
Life is good
I'm better now
Or I feel like I should
I'm happy now and
Life is good
I'm better now
Or I feel like I should
I'm still floating in last February
Wishing I could go back
But not really
Do I miss the safety
The normality
Really I think I just miss
How you hurt me
I'm in a band now and
I see you at my shows
Why the fuck are you here
You're not welcome, you know
But they pat you on the back
And hand you a beer
So you keep coming back
When I'm stuck here
I'm happy now and
Life is good
I'm better now
Or I feel like I should
I'm happy now and
Life is good
I'm better now
Or I feel like I should
I'm still floating in last February
Wishing I could go back
But not really
Do I miss the safety
The normality
Really I think I just miss
How you hurt me
I don't wanna hold on anymore
I just wanna cut loose from you
Let me go, please don't make me stay
I'm over you, stay out of my way
I'm done floating in last February
Wishing I could go back
But not really
Do I miss the safety
The normality
Really I think that I miss
How you hurt me
You hurt me
How you hurt me
Really I think I just miss how you hurt me