I'd been praying years for rain And when it came I didn't feel a thing Is there a part of me that's dead A hollow space that I can't detect Or am I just a little callous False professions that let me down What happened to that eagerness That I'm lacking now If I'm not carrying your weight Am I worthless now I found solace in your suffering To pick you off the ground If you're better off Will I be better off I carried you But I can't carry myself I'm off On another tangent Are my thoughts really my own Or ideals that have been implanted in me By friends and family I'd take a breath or make a step But I've got no room to breathe If I'm not carrying your weight Am I worthless now I found solace in your suffering To pick you off the ground If you're better off Will I be better off I carried you But I can't carry myself But I can't carry myself If I'm not carrying your weight Am I worthless now I found solace in your suffering To pick you off the ground If you're better off Will I be better off I carried you But I can't carry myself