It was made with good intent Those first few steps, your brave ascent And everything you underwent With all the substances imbibed All the highs and all the hurting Red and raw and sore and dirty You continue to pervert me To subvert my hurting mind But when you scaled that mountainside Descended the slippery slide The fall was deep, so deep and wide And there's no way back from suicide How I longed, how I listened How I hung on every minute How I found myself within it So addicted to your charms Until I'd found, that I'd fallen And this feeling can't fulfill me So why didn't you just kill me Smothered slowly in your arms Cause when I climbed that mountainside I got so high I thought I'd died With only you there as my guide The path we took was suicide When there's no way back There's just one way down When there's no way back There's just one way down But when you scaled that mountainside Descended the slippery slide The fall was deep, so deep and wide And there's no way back from suicide When I had you beside me No moral compass left to guide me Only what hope I had inside me As we crossed the great divide And when I climbed that mountainside I got so high I thought I'd died With only you there as my guide The path we took was suicide And now I feel my mind begin to slip And now I fear I've got myself a taste I feel my fall down into the abyss My psyche and my soul begin to waste You gave to me a final kiss Before you went to take the ride That fall into the deep abyss The slide into your suicide When I had you beside me No moral compass left to guide me Only what hope I had inside me As we crossed the great divide And when I climbed that mountainside I got so high I thought I'd died With only you there as my guide The path we took was suicide Yes when you scaled that mountainside Descended the slippery slide The fall was deep, so deep and wide And there's no way back from suicide