When subside the tides of learning When my reservoir drains dry What will then fulfil my yearning What will brighten up my sky What will then keep my heart burning Fuel the fire in my eye Will the world still go on turning When the embers fade and die Will I even yearn at all When my inspiration fades Or just curl into a ball And just draw down all the shades Will my silent world grow small Retiring in the mire I've made Or will I reel so from my fall I reach for the razor-blade What's the meaning of my birth Why these strange sad songs I'm singing Have I sung a thing of worth Is the bell I ring worth ringing Why turn misery to mirth Are my syphilitic gifts worth giving Or am I tent-pegged to the turf Of a life that's not worth living When subside the tides of learning When my reservoir drains dry What will then fulfil my yearning What will brighten up my sky What will then keep my heart burning Fuel the fire in my eye Will the world still go on turning When the embers fade and die