With a feverish lust like a fire in your chest You drug and you fuck 'till there's no fucking left Your mind is a mire of hunger and hate Your body's the temple that you desecrate This mind fucking soothes a little while Helps you swallow back the bitter bile Is this the punishment for your past sins Made you a cushion for the needles and pins You know you're bound to drown You hold the ceiling as the walls fall down Your path is plain to see Ka-ka-kamikaze Now you're wired by your veins to a hospital bed Wasting away and gaunt with regret At the years misplaced and the youth misspent And all the people who made you in hate with yourself Not such a pretty smile Now I'm choking on the bitter bile This is the punishment for my past sins Made me a cushion for the needles and pins I know I'm bound to drown I watch the ceiling as the walls fall down Who'd choose this way to be Ka-ka-kamikaze Looking back on the life that you wasted away No money in the world can buy back those lost days Cling tightly to the last fond fragments of your friends Surely too soon for this to be the end