Dear God I'm mad at you And I know it's a shame for me to feel this way But I'm all blue, and I've got no one to blame but me and you I believed like a child, all the while Tried to make you smile, You're the only one smiling now I can't remember how When is it my turn? Will I love and not get burned? No more crying and dyeing Failing and trying Laughing and crying When is it my turn? Can I invest in something? With a return, that's satisfying Multiplying, joy colliding, no more fighting Dear John I'm mad at you And it's not a shame for me to feel this way Cuz you didn't listen to anything that I would say oh no And you're destroying a perfect picture every time you paint What's not yours to paint, now I'm all smudged All over, all over, all over the place When is it my turn? Will I love and not get burned? No more crying and dyeing Failing and trying Laughing and crying When is it my turn Can invest in something With a return, that's satisfying Multiplying, joy colliding, no more fighting Dear me I'm mad at you And it's not a shame for me to feel this way Cuz you didn't listen to anything that anybody else would say Would you love me any less, if you knew my real name Cuz I always said all words are the same Some just better at describing my pain