Sometimes I close my eyes and each
Shutter pulls me closer to the day I walk away.
Sometimes I can never fucking sleep because
The demons in my head won't shut their mouths.
I never know the difference between
The screams inside my head and what escapes my lips.
But one thing I know for sure,
Is that my heart is the darkest, and your light won't flourish here.
When every star drops out of the sky,
When every memory is twisted melted broken and obsolete
You will look back on everything you did
And you will understand the downfall
So when you finish
Choking on the salt of your tears, know this was just as hard on me.
I spent a lifetime waiting for you to disappear,
I spent a lifetime diseased.
Madness, psychosis, catatonic fucking blackness,
It'll never go away, it'll never go away
I pray for the end, aberrations illusions alien nations,
My world is so much different now
I'm done pretending that this hell isn't breaking me
The lips of witches tell the saddest of stories
Roses redolent of times before the decay
Now is your chance to save the day.
Sometimes I close my eyes and each
Shutter pulls me closer to the day I walk away.
Sometimes I can never fucking sleep because
The demons in my head won't shut their mouths.
I never know the difference between
The screams inside my head and what escapes my lips.
But one thing I know for sure,
Is that my heart is the darkest,
And your light won't flourish... Fuck!
I'm done pretending that this hell isn't breaking me
The lips of witches tell the saddest of stories
Roses redolent of times before the decay
Now is your chance to save the day.
It's hard to feel the shock of hitting rock bottom
When you're always there, complaining life isn't fair
It's hard to step away from drinking at the altar
When this life you lead is tearing you apart
We are all gods in our own right,
But today I fall instead of fight
Sometimes I close my eyes and each
Shutter pulls me closer to the day I walk away.
Sometimes I can never fucking sleep because
The demons in my head won't shut their mouths.
I never know the difference between
The screams inside my head and what escapes my lips.
But one thing I know for sure,
Is that my heart is the darkest, and your light won't flourish here
And your light won't flourish here