I know it will kill me, When the time comes that we say goodbye I hope I'll be strong when I look ni your eyes Girl I've never felt so much just to let it go But before our one last kiss I just want you to know That after I never stop wanting to die After I never feel nothing for the rest of my life After the hell I know that I'll go through After the heartache and tears and lonely and hurtin' One night stands and the drinking ain't workin' And missing you has near killed me a time or two Then after that I should be over you And to think that I knew better not to mess with my heart And why I never stopped this right there from the start But now I'm here between lost and nowhere Drifting over the edge I'm past the point of gone too far like a bad dream with no end That after I never stop wanting to die After I never feel nothing for the rest of my life After the hell I know that I'll go through After the heartache and tears and lonely and hurtin' One night stands and the drinking ain't workin' And missing you has near killed me a time or two Then after that I should be over you I should be over you How I'm gonna get over you oh girl So tell me how will I get over you