Today is the last day I'll pushed away You tried to my cure pain But its all in vain I met you when I was 16 That's when you tried to villainize me When I'm with you I lose control I have no future hopes I became the monster you knew I grew horns to fit your views Now I'm lost in you heart I don't know where to start I met you when I was 16 That's when you tried to villainize me When I'm with you I lose control I have no future hopes I became the monster you knew I grew horns to fit your views Now I'm lost in you heart I don't know where to start You left me sitting my room I pulled my gun to my mouth and pushed I tasted led now I have this demon on my shoulder telling me It will be alright if I just press Just a little bit more and you'll see My problems will be dismissed Now I know why I'm so depressed Promised we'd be fine But you lied I told my friends that I know how it feels to hate being alive So tonight If I took our past, would I turn it all back to erase us? Would I replace us To fill the hole that you left that no one fits the shape of Can I get back to the old me The man I was when you told me, you need my love I met you when I was 16 That's when you tried to villainize me When I'm with you I lose control I have no future hopes I became the monster you knew I grew horns to fit your views Now I'm lost in you heart I don't know where to start I met you when I sixteen I met you when I sixteen I met you when I sixteen I met you when I sixteen I met you when I sixteen I met you when I sixteen I met you when I sixteen I met you when I sixteen