I said Don't you get it I'm not supposed to be here Airing the product of my agony I own the prices to Blame And the want curates the cave Well, if I spend praises of high focused on what I deserve, can I find some mercy in the remains of what I don't I should've never made it out of that room The act doesn't explain The panic of pause My mask is poise invoice Denial secrets If only I had mattered If I had really mattered then why isn't this working yet Tell me Collision left undone My ability to look back Or understand what it means to meet a present moment All the gods I reanimate upon my mantel Were just a waste of crows Blessing me with remorse Twisting less from the ground where I was covered Each breath posed as if to claim another Teething from the mound where I now hover My life resounds in waves to claim another one I saw the images of the mourning note Innocence lost and deformed us Is that not enough