Lord I beg you sometimes While I'm kicking and screaming Stop me from igniting And pushing people to the curb I see its almost over now The world just runs and takes its course Don't remind me its my fault I know very well so go away I push people to the edge so Leave me alone leave me alone leave me a I see its almost over now I see our friendships run its course I don't know how I'm gonna make it I'll let my ego run its course I feel like I hurt those around me To the point where it just becomes true I pity the world and I pity myself But I care so much about you I care about you I don't care about you