I can't understand It's always win or loose and I'm suffocating I was lost but now I'm found and I'm destroying every bit of my existence Just like everyone I'm chained to my hopes and fears Will I ever break free? It's gonna take some time to climb up again and learn to trust Running from myself run for safety Gotta play pretend to keep on living I don't have a choice I gotta do what tomorrow tells me There's always a voice I'm trying to understand the deeper meaning It's chewing me up like worms I gotta do what tomorrow says Will I ever be me? It's gonna take some time to climb up again and learn to trust Learn to trust