Use me abuse me, fill me with guilt Show me off to all of your friends Like a trophy on the wall I never mattered in the first place Never have I felt so beaten and hollow Feeling like a burst synapse in my throat Wretched every time that I think your fucking name Tell me you loved me Tell me you cared Like a parasite draining my being Draining my mind I used to be loved I used to be trusting But the days are falling out of my reach Now I'm feeling so disconnected So withered and worn I'm not some prize you can just parade aroundHead on a pike for the world to see You watched me crumble to dust And you didn't fucking care You didn't fucking care for me, Bitch So now watch me walk away, you're fucking spiteful, I don't need this shit over my head anymore My sinking my agony Lower with every step I broke my ribs I shaved my head And filled my lungs with cigarettes I have hatred bleeding from my chest My curse is hanging off my neck You always thought me of me as a burden Death still swings her scythe mother fucker I don't eat I don't sleep Perpetual insomnia I can never kill