I took a trip to the past To look for the old me, see what I had Now I know how to last Maybe it's not the greatest trait I lacked The veil has lifted, I can see through the clouds, my newfound Visions have blessed my conscience, break outta the crowd Take it back, take it back You'll never understand the mindfulness you lack Outta whack, outta whack The picture grew and grew beyond what I knew Never ever gonna be, what you expected to see (Life lessons, are born from obsession) My eyes are open wide to thee Take a second, take a second to breathe The tension melts away Reveal reality No progression in a lack of expression Life lessons are born from obsession Now I see through comprehension Actuality My head starts to spin and spin Before I know it, I'm all the way in I can feel it in my gut I'm stuck in eternal pain I can't see anything Nothing seems to change All my thoughts, forever on display I have no one to blame Make the most of negativity This is the truth in front of me Make the most, negativity This is actuality I feel insane, I feel insane Fuck it I feel insane, these thoughts will always remain I feel fuckin' insane, these thoughts hammered in my brain