Crucify me!
I long to perpetrate your suffering, that's all I ever do!
I wish to steal your oxytocin so you never trust!
Feel something other than happiness!
You live to serve me, be my self-destructive masochist!
I am torn by the way the sand has drained
But you're tilting the glass like it's stained
But every second you took away
I never wanted you to be this way!
Give me all my time back, give me all you fucking took away!
Every time you tell me, "You're foolish, hang your head in shame!"
As if I always try to push you away! (away!)
Why don't you let me be?! Let me fucking slip away!
Perpetrate my suffering, that's all you'll ever do!
I wish you'd steal my oxytocin so I'm rid of you!
Fall asleep 'til she beckons me to fall through darkness
We fall apart, can you put the pieces back together?
I wish you'd steal my oxytocin so I'm rid of you!
Bite the hand that feeds, oh, please; oh, please!
Beat the man that bleeds and gaslight me!
Just beat me down until I can't fucking stand
As you take away everything that makes me a man!
Fall asleep 'til she beckons me to fall through darkness
We fall apart, can you put the pieces back together?
Beckon me, may I have the strength to fall from you?
So we fall apart, can you put the pieces back together?
With the Sun in your eyes, you can't fucking see!
Forever in denial, you can crucify me!
Lying to the face of everyone you know!
You're grasping at the surface but they're letting you go!
So when we're both in Hell and I'm down on my knees!
You'll still be in denial and you'll crucify me!