The deepest darkness is taking its toll Relive and follow these old memories on through the shadows all but on your own On my own Attempt to fill the void in your broken soul and mind, despite the pain, through all the fear inside I know it's hard to face the truth When all around we're being fed nothing but lies Well I know this started Only when it came to an end All you did was try and send false hope out to the masses They say it pains, but they'll never know the heartache of being able to breathe without you here. We're only wishing back wasted time, if only you'd have chosen to stay by my side If all my regrets could be retraced I know I'd end up in the same fucking place. There's no saving face, I've lost all complacency, of where I wished to be I'm still lost and retracing The time that I have spent just to forget you I'm trying so hard to forget you I tried to find the remainder of bliss in my life I've been left with all these traces of self deceit Myself, a broken boy cherishing these times of regret and anguish I'm simply keeping the sickness inside But I know that I will remember you I will remember you