There is a moment in each life We all decide who we are or need to be We feel everything at once We see the purpose of nothingness They are the same These hands lacked silk intent Faded dream of the way they cooled my skin A surrogate family's lesson to give Mother changes Let it move you, let it move in Spare the hold of a thousand calloused skins We can never be this close to the sun again The wait begins Vortex of your name revel in my shame Wonder of loss, the ability to relate Harder, harden, only the shell grows in sin Harder, harden, only the shell grows in sin Sun, sin, blood There's parts of me I'd like to leave I'd like to believe There's sun beneath, could it melt away? What's become What's become of me? These hands had silk intent Now stained with remorse and debt, death Vortex of your name revel in the pain Wonder of growth to ability to create Some things can never be the same Shame From here on From here on