It don't even matter even if I try
Cuz everything I want gone leave me everytime
I be all alone they never hear me cry
And these sad thoughts won't leave me alone
If I ain't with my niggas I feel all alone
I ain't love a girl in a long time
Been hurting need your presence when I'm in my home
Home
I dm all my rapper friends leave me on read
I just need some advice I'm so stuck in my head
Wake up in the morning blood stains on my bead
And I be cappin when I'm online
If i said I was happy just know that I lied
They said that I was different and that I would climb
So why the fuck these clones leaving me behind
Somebody call my phone for I lose my mind
They call
I decline
I know what I just said but I'm trying
I been contradicting my actions
So I'm bout to pour up
I might drop a couple tears then I'm bout to throw up
What the fuck is taking so long
I'm ready to blow up
Ain't no one to calm me down when the pressure high
Darkness all around me and stars in the sky
I don't wanna work another 9 to 5
If I ever fall that low god please take my life
It don't even matter even if I try
Cuz everything I want gone leave me everytime
I be all alone they never hear me cry
And these sad thoughts won't leave me alone
If I ain't with my niggas I feel all alone
I ain't love a girl in a long time
Been hurting need your presence when I'm in my home
Home