And after all, I draw the line That cuts apart half of my life I wish I could be in condition to take these nightmares from my head I know I have a complex of myself, I can't pretend I wish I would have liked to paint me a brand new face and start from scratch this life A brand new life through brand new eyes with brand new guise If I could go back in time I would have not even tried I would have locked up in the corner at the back of my mind I would have never thought that would be so hard to say But I feel only disdain when I look at my face If I could go back in time I would have not even tried Because I know I'll be rejected till the end of my life I would have never thought that would be so hard to say But I can't handle this pain And it drives me insane And after all, I draw the line That cuts apart half of my life 'Cause now I know no matter what My body will keep growing cold If I could go back in time I would have not even tried I would have locked up in the corner at the back of my mind I would have never thought that would be so hard to say But I feel only disdain when I look at my face If I could go back in time I would have not even tried Because I know I'll be rejected till the end of my life I would have never thought that would be so hard to say But I can't handle this pain And it drives me insane And after all, I draw the line That cuts apart half of my life 'Cause now I know no matter what My body will keep growing cold I used to think that I could hide Behind the redness in my eyes But now I know my time has come I find a rope around my throat