Can I handle all of this chaos in my head? I need to run so far away Used to wish I was dead But I'm back and here to stay I may be trapped but I wont fall I'm still here, wasting away There's still fear, deep in my brain The pieces used to fit together so much easier Blacked out words, art held within me I'll bring to light, all that I hide The struggle you love to seek, lies inside I'm still here, wasting away I'm still here, wasting away There's still fear, deep in my brain Will I fly or will I fall? I'll never know if I don't jump