I wish that you were deaf and Spent your life tending to plants. I wish that you were happy now But in the past, you had been sad. I wish your eyes would cool me down And gentry force me back. I wish your braided hair were roots That snuck into my past. I wish that you were beautiful and That you didn't care. I wish that you respected what is sacred and That you didn't have to ask. But here you are. A highway. My wasteland cut in half. Something dangerous to cross before I continue on my path. An open bar. A neon sign that's selling me my past... I wish that you accepted me In being what I am. I wish that you corrected me When I would drift too far from that. I wish you told the truth and thus Never had to act. I wish that I could trust you But here you are. A highway. My wasteland cut in half. Something dangerous to cross before I continue on my path. An open bar. A neon sign that's selling me my past. A filthy little hiding place that that waters down my craft. All void of cars is the highway On lookout for some light. One could flash by any second And I'll be fragments in the hites. No cigar, But you're so close in a landscape so vast. Many small correction-waves instead of a crash.