Can't put myself to sleep
I hate myself
I hate this body
Why should I be me?
Wish I could dream, I'm counting sheep
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
Save me!
They made me to a peasant of a day dream
My pretty face can't get enough of being mainstream
I need some help so is there somewhere you could take me?
Before it makes me
Into an animal
I can't explain it, can't contain it
But it's not my fault
And if I try to lock him up it just breaks down my walls
It makes me trip and fall
I can't contain it for much longer, guess who's coming home
Can't put myself to sleep
I hate myself
I hate this body
Why should I be me?
Wish I could dream, I'm counting sheep
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
Can't put myself to sleep
I hate myself
I hate this body
Why should I be me?
Wish I could dream, I'm counting sheep
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
A little bit of self destruction
Straight bullshit with no interrupting
Mask on me 'case Imma murder somethin'
Imma crazy motherfucker, so my heart be jumping
I, I, I need the rush
I'm trapped in the flesh of a host, for what?
I'm buzzed to the sound that you're making now
Of you choking on your blood
And I just wanna see you rot
Wanna see you die
Thinkin' of taking my own damn life
Stuck in a cycle of wishing for trials to me to defy with my own damn eyes
Toxic enough, I don't need the disguise
I'm a waste of a flesh suit with teeth and a spine
Anti Christ, I was born to defy
I'm a mess and obsessed with the way that I
Can't put myself to sleep
I hate myself
I hate this body
Why should I be me?
Wish I could dream, I'm counting sheep
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
Can't put myself to sleep
I hate myself
I hate this body
Why should I be me?
Wish I could dream, I'm counting sheep
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
But everything repeats
But everything repeats