I've tried it once, I've tried it twice
I've tried it oh so many times
Still I always lag behind
It was never the place or time
This brings out the worst in me
And I can't seem to breathe
It's not that this feeling sucks
It's that this feeling
Never leaves, leaves me be
Never leaves, leaves me be
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All of this
They don't have
They do not want
It just ain't me
Living on the road all year
It pains me
To be away from all that here
I'm the prisoner and judge
I'm the guard that locks me up
I can't flee
It just ain't me
It just ain't me
I know it now, I knew it then
This was never what I meant
Just a kid, no confidence
Attention craving, bottomless
I just need a five-step-plan
'Cause I blamed them all before
If you really love me
Why don't you love me
Even more?
Love me more
Love me more
Love me more
All of this
They don't have
They do not want
It just ain't me
Living on the road all year
It pains me
To be away from all that here
I'm the prisoner and judge
I'm the guard the locks me up
I can't flee
It just ain't me
It just ain't me
I've spent all these years chasing dreams
I don't have
I've spent all these years chasing dreams
I don't have
I've spent all these years chasing dreams
That I don't have
I've spent all these years chasing dreams
That I don't have
Just wanna be happy for a week
Without questioning everything
That's it
But it ain't me