I keep on messing up and I'm sick of it
Sick of putting up with the stupid sh— that I do
I wish I could retrace my steps
Maybe have a redo or two
Maybe I shoulda just slept instead
'Cause now I'm just broken
Feeling so bothered
And I can only take so much of this
Where is my hope?
Somehow I lost it
There's a hole in my heart and I know that You fit
Tears fall off my face like a rainy day
I wish my life lined up with the sh— I say
Am I just faking? I don't even know anymore
If I lost my keys I'll just break down the door
Break down the door, mm
Now I'm just broken
Feeling so bothered
And I can only take so much of this
Where is my hope?
Somehow I lost it
There's a hole in my heart and I know that You fit
I know I'm not the only one who has these thoughts
And no, you're not alone if you're terrified to talk to someone
I've grown through my mistakes and gone through all the tapes
Of when I loaned my lonely heart out to a stranger just to escape
It took me a little while to finally find the brakes
And understand that people can only take what I give away
I remember the first time I heard the voice of shame
And it told me not to share how I feel 'cause nobody feels the same
But if the grass is greener where you choose to water
Then I should stop reflecting on all the times that I got hurt
And take my heart out of my tenth-grade locker
And put it in the hands of the Potter
Most of us just need a father
Someone to remind us that we're sons and daughters
Pull us up out of the water
And give us something to hold on to when we're broken and bothered
'Cause now I'm just broken
Feeling so bothered
And I can only take so much of this
Where is my hope?
Somehow I lost it
There's a hole in my heart and I know that You fit
Now I'm just broken (Now I'm broken, oh)
Feeling so bothered (Feeling bothered, bothered, oh)
And I can only take so much of this
Where is my hope? (Where is my hope, oh)
Somehow I lost it (Somehow I lost it)
There's a hole in my heart and I know that You fit
There's a hole in my heart and I know that You fit