I used to read your horoscope and hope you've had a bad day Stood in line to hear you talk or think about me You don't feel bad cause you're all for having your way Still with him and I was lonely on my birthday that you Promised you'd come see me on You promised not to leave me All the money spent, the grieving Oh I hate this but I miss it all the same So call it what you want but I still hate you Tell me that you needed to abuse Cause I've been barely sleeping since it happened It's like you blew my brains out in my room and I'm still Trying to pick the pieces off the carpet and the ceiling All the sex had in the kitchen, oh I hate the way I loved you Like a fool, fool I'm nothing but a fool, fool And I cried so hard on my way home from that phone call As you went back to work and carried on, unconcerned I still read your horoscope just for reassurance Leo fits you well since you're so damn narcissistic And aren't you glad to be finally having your way Oh I always love like such a god damned fool, fool I loved you like a fool, fool