Maybe this life ain't for me When I'm too used to scraping the barrel Imposter in myself, it seeps Every clique makes me the resident sparrow Tried and tested method To be with them up there But I guess it's not just me to save For the ones back home it don't seem fair The shivers I get every time I feel pain Are the only thing grounding this body of mine And I feel this burning in my eyes Bright sensations of the sunlight It seems like a way out But I fall for it every time What have I gotta do to get me out of this shit It's been five whole years and not a thing has changed Feels like I've got too many eyes on me But no-ones watching at the same time What have I gotta do to get back my happiness I'm so sick and tired of listening to what she says Is there a saving grace? One, where I don't have to die Sure you knew everything Left all your troubles at home all alone in a box You really think that's all that you got Tried to explain to my mom and my pops But I'm late again for work so clearly it's all my problem Place all your bets on my chance of success Lace up my shoes put me through it again The less you're letting me know I'll carve the space out my own And yeah, it's all cause of you The reason I gotta prove Your expectations drove me down to the floor I've tried but you ask for more Stuck sitting silently I'm starting to believe you've got no way of remorse Burn through my time abroad Touchdown but still I find it odd 'Cause who needs me here When the weather's much better up north Done what I could to find what I find All out of sight and all out of mind A century of push and shove Tethered to the sky above I don't want your sympathy Just remember me when the weight has caught up Soon or just eventually, we'll be back in place When the pain has washed off What have I gotta do to get me out of this shit It's been five whole years and not a thing has changed Feels like I've got too many eyes on me But no-ones watching at the same time What have I gotta do to get back my happiness I'm so sick and tired of listening to what she says Is there a saving grace? One, where I don't have to die