These recent times have been so tough,
I think that the distance has taken enough
Your family, friends and the girl that you love
Their hunting us down and they taken our tusks
I started a life but didnt look at the cost
These neutral thoughts and ive thrown them off
I had no emotions I still fell inlove
But the question now, Was i ever enough?
She said that she'd wait she said that she'd stay
She said that she'd never give up on this race
She said that aslong as i love her its okay
The fact im not there wont get in the way
But now i see truth and i dont see you
Im sat on my bed and i wish you was too
Cause all of the things that we did and would do
I dreamt of them and i thought you'd too
The future was great
I thought you and me would be a combination
We'd go around and we'd visit places
It dont matter where it can be the basics
If im with you then thats what would make it
Stuck now and im feeling anxious
Im filled up on the pills im taken
Im in a state of no operation
Now wait, just wait, just take a deep breath and itll all go away
The pain is just tempt dont expect it to stay
The scars are okay and they'll soon just fade
You pick up the blade and you draw okay
No familiar face just familiar blades
BPD so its not a phase
Taking pills and i beg it fades
So who's at fault for the reason we fell
We like to blame others the story dont tell
The picture in full that way it dont sell
I know i still love you i know you can tell
Dont wanna go back, to comment tu t'appelle
Aide-moi et dis-moi ce que je peux faire
I feel like id drop out of school i dont care
To relive all the moments I'd turn and id catch you to stare
So Sweetheart, darling, call you up and just hug me baby
I see now what you gave me, i know that you're my lover baby
Its often, i reminisce all the moments we had and wish i could turn time back
The moments we held our hands, felt safe i swear ive never felt like that
You can say its DTB but honestly i think that they were just hurt
You just gotta be stronger show them what they mean, and the things that you think they deserve
And it feels like a curse the way that they hurt, and you wish that it didnt occur
But for me i would never go back and reverse she's special and it makes it her
She said that she'd wait she said that she'd stay
She said that she'd never give up on this race
She said that aslong as i love her its okay
The fact im not there wont get in the way
But now i see truth and i dont see you
Im sat on my bed and i wish you was too
Cause all of the things that we did and would do
I dreamt of them and i thought you'd too
The future was great
I thought you and me would be a combination
We'd go around and we'd visit places
It dont matter where it can be the basics
If im with you then thats what would make it
Stuck now and im feeling anxious
Im filled up on the pills im taken
Im in a state of no operation
And i love that girl so much sometimes i just wish that i didnt meet her
But i remember the days that i would smile, feel warm and cry when i see her
I knew id leave but i spent more time fell inlove in a number of ways, I wish i could stay, was the first to betray
Looking back at the memories i wish that it worked
And yah its an empty feeling
And yah its a hardway dealing
But I can feel that im slowly healing
And i can say that my souls retreating
I just gotta do things to bring me back
Gym, study and ofcourse the rap
Im the man with the keys to fix this crap
New start new life i can say im a cat
Let me tell you i knew it was coming
Its normal ive got to be honest
Too soon and i wish i could stop it
But i know we had problems
The distance broke us
Couldnt show our emotions
Couldnt show our love
Full of words and not enough actions
Im not glad that you're gone it was fate
Now im figuring out where's my place?
And its better if its sooner than late
Cause i saw alll the games that you play and the way that you changed
And for you its a waste,
But for me its a time that id never replace
Now i think that im done with this song
And this girl, its the end of the chase
It used to be enough, just to be inlove
But now you want more
You said that you want the attention and touch, you're getting too bored
I wish that it came my way to record, so now i could play
All of our memories and things that we've done
I wish we didnt wage our war
I do miss you alot my love and i wish you'd call
I wish we didnt fall
And i wish you didnt let me go
Yah
I cant feel my soul its way too sore
I cant feel my soul its way too sore