My bitch got bipolar, yeah, she really wanna kill me Ice all on my molars, now your homie wanna feel me You say I'm so special but you do not know the real me Salty like a pretzel in the middle of your meal, geez I feel like a bunch of bumblebees tryna sting me They say Payday you can't fucking see, the forest for the trees 'Cause I got a million problems and like all of them from me I fee like I'm drowning in 'em, sinking in the sea Holes in my umbrella, yeah, I been under the weather I just gotta fight this if I'm still not feeling better I been feeling flightless like I'm losing all my feathers I don't know if after all I been living life like I got nothing to lose Hard for me to dance when I been singing the blues Hard to be a star, tryna bring you the moon Hard to be me when I miss you Gotta make the moves, gotta make this money Making these mistakes, swear I'm so clumsy Falling out of place when the road get bumpy Smile on my face, ain't life so funny? You can paint a pretty picture, you can't always huff the fumes Lately I been sad but I pretend just like it's nothing new Wake up in the afternoon, I got lots of shit to do I might die inside my room, I guess I could write to you Talk about what I been through, maybe you'll pretend to care And I'll start feeling better Maybe I just need to go and blow a bunch of fucking cheddar on some shit that doesn't matter Life is just a game to me, swing batter, batter Holes in my umbrella, yeah, I been under the weather I just gotta fight this if I'm still not feeling better I been feeling flightless like I'm losing all my feathers I don't know if after all I been living life like I got nothing to lose Hard for me to dance when I been singing the blues Hard to be a star, tryna bring you the moon Hard to be me when I miss you Gotta make the moves, gotta make this money Making these mistakes, swear I'm so clumsy Falling out of place when the road get bumpy Smile on my face, ain't life so funny?