I threw my phone against the wall
Because when it's on, I'm ready to call
I miss the times I had it all
I wanna die but it's my fault in the end
The time's slow when I'm smoking and alone
The thoughts to kill me to the bone
Am I the worst?
Like brodie where are your friends
I love to cry, scare the people in the lines
The tension is high, they getting the rise
They all gon kill me cut the ties
I overthink like every night
About myself and my demise
I got no love for me inside
I love my family they can't know how i feel
Spacing and i'm thinking every monday to the weekend
Everybody got a reason why they leaving but it's BS baby
I've been thinking how they shoot me when i'm down
And i get up and shrug it off and say "wassup"
Like damn that's kinda crazy
10 people hit me saying they're there
But when i'm up and crying ain't a peep up in the air
I've been crying in the shower got me pulling out my hair
But when i leave you best believe they ain't gon notice my despair
I threw my phone against the wall
Because when it's on, I'm ready to call
I miss the times I had it all
I wanna die but it's my fault in the end
The time's slow when I'm smoking and alone
The thoughts to kill me to the bone
Am I the worst?
Like brodie where are your friends
I love to cry, scare the people in the lines
The tension is high, they getting the rise
They all gon kill me cut the ties
I overthink like every night
About myself and my demise
I got no love for me inside
I love my family they can't know how i feel